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i did not keep to my promise.....for you

2010-10-26T02:29:00.000-07:00

okay i promised myself years ago that i will never again step into issues regarding you but i failed the promise yesterday.....because when you; my friend was in trouble my heart told me that i should atleast tell you afew good words to cheer you up because i still care for you :) because even though you are just my fren you created a great impact in my life.... :)

though we dont talk to each other that much now..... the memories where we both kept fighting and all replays in my mind often.... it's sad that i am loosing a fren like you....hope this distance between us would decrease :)

burned inside

2010-10-18T05:38:00.000-07:00

okay my mood is just soo sugared up! firstly my exams results gosh they are jut soo disguting to even think about and i dont wanna talk about them .........
i really feel damn irritated why does evryone make frens with me with a inner motive inside them it's always been like that except for some people.... seriously it really gets into my nerves when someone just makes frens with me so that they can communicate with the other person through me.....it's like freaking idiotic....gosh :( i am just your fren and why did our frenship end abrupt is it because you've found an easier way to talk to her alrd? hmmmm you've just proved you are the same as everyother and yeah i dont need a fren like eu anymore....:) goodbye cause you just remind me of someone who did the same thing long ago..... and secondly i just feel very very very depressed i just dunnoe why.... i cant seem to find the reason which is there lingering arond my mind.... it stupid to feel like this when you just cant figure out why your mood is efffed up...i think i just have to go to a big and wide field and screammmm my lungs out together with all the sorrows ....

i just cant show my frens how i feel inside but why am i all feeling teared up inside when nothing happened ? this is damn wierd seriously damn wierd i really got a bad feeling but i dont know over what..... :/

2010-10-16T20:58:00.000-07:00

really miss you .....

a day with a best friend! =)

2010-10-14T03:19:00.000-07:00

today i thought i was gonna die at home of boredom but amrita saved my lifeeeeee! hahahaah that kutthi came my house and we both made "agar agar" hahahah it was suppose to be "agar agar" la but for some reasons it was like edible sweet rubber hahaha =) then later around 5 we ate "lunch" together with my stupid bro hahah....
eventhough it was like about 5 hours she was in my house it was like one whole day like that hahah that is how much of fun we had laughing at each other hhahaha :) i had never had any bestfren like her sindhu and maha they are awesomeeeee and make every day of my life meaningfull!

amrita: she has always been there when i was in bad times and in good times..i had never had any bestfren like her and i bet our friendship wont end that fast :)..hahah oh she is the one whom i have done crazy things with too hahah dying hair, piercing ear and stalking hahahah! crazy moments yet unforgettable :)

sindhu: hahhahahaha the only uk fren who is capable of immitating a uk and make me laugh like a mad woman until my stomach aches hahahah *hmmmmmmmm* hahahah and yeah an awesomeee fren who is gr8 i giving advices though alil shorrrt tempered haha :)

maha: hahhaahah i'm giving her a new name *blanket* hhahah the best funky teddy who does crzy things and laughs like a mad woman one example of crazy thing she did was to touch my tamil teacher hair and pluck a jasmine out from her head hahaha xD

EXAMSSSSSSSSSSSS OVER!

2010-10-13T05:20:00.000-07:00

tears reaveals a broken heart......

PHEWWW! exams are like finally over......prrrrr 2 weeks of exams was like hell....i found most of the papers hard! arghhhh bangballs.... nevermind i just hope i do not retain.... for now i really cant enjoy as because i dont really know what are my results are gonna be like.....gosh okay enough of school matters......

golden words : just because a person does not tell eu he loves you does not mean he did not ever fall in love with you maybe it was just a matter of unspoken words in play...... <3>

i miss you yet i hate you

2010-09-17T21:22:00.000-07:00

okay i have 12 days to exam and i am gonna start studying only now
but it's never tooo late i believe in my self and yeah i am gonna start today haizzz.....really hope i clear sec 3....i also do not wanna have bad grades this year....am gonna divert all my thoughts towards exam....

you know i really missed those moments i use to have with you....i really misss those stupid coversations, little fights we used to have..... you treated me like your friend last time and shared me everything.....or were you just using me because i was the closest connection to her?
no that cant be the reason something in my heart tells me that you really did treat me as your friend...then why did all the conversations suddenly stopp? i am still amazed even when i see you anywhere you just smile and wave a hi to me .....you dont talk.....this distance kills me
my friends suspect that i like you but i know the answer....i really do not like you and i just can never fall in love with you.but there is still an unsolved puzzle within me i hate you very much and why do i still miss you? gosh i feels like an endless story......

i am backkkkkkkkkkkkk ;)

2010-09-05T01:29:00.001-07:00

okay firstly i have not been having the mood to blog lately but i have forced mysef to blog today ever since the last i blogged soo many things have happened........

19 august 2010

is the worst day in my life because i cried that much on that day my 'fren" used my phone without my permission and texed mainly a person the word "i love you"

omg la i felt as if the world was about to crash when my fren told me about it luckily when i called the person and told the person that it was not me who send the msg the person believed me !! i can soo imagine what would have happened if that person did not believe me la ! hiaz....

and to my FRIEND who used my hadphone to msg such a thing apologised to me and suprisingly i just forgived..... i mean this thing was destined to happened by god so why must i be angry with my FRIEND who did it playfully....? after all i learnt something through this incident about the word friendship and trust........

okay so enough about that matter now my exams are nearing goddddddd!

i am not ready yet la shitsss......must study hard really hard....

and till then i am gonna refrian myself from going out anywhere and using the computer so i guess i would be M.I.A again until exams are over....

yesterday i dreamt about something beautiful about a random person telling imy to me i mean after all the person i know why that person?! pfffft nevermind lurh after all dreams are'nt controled by us so yeah..........

holiday=boring

2010-06-16T20:59:00.000-07:00

okay so i am actually rotting at home! arghhhhhh actually i cant wait for schoolto reopen lah

hahah bang balls! yesterday i wanted to call amrita kutti and i accidently called banana! like wth! luckily i realised it before the call was answered hahhahahah! and through out the whole night i could sleep lah! i was like freaking scared! hahahahaah!

soooooo yeah i seriously dunnoe what was i thinking when i dialed that number! hahahahahha

:p :p :p

and yeah i hope amrita can make it today to my house.............!

she is my tutor number two for maths now hahahah~!

you plus me = parallel lines which never meet

2010-06-05T21:41:00.001-07:00

okay! i have not been blogging for million zillion years rite hahahahah i KNOW!
wellll firstly having camp on monday HIAZZZZZZZ must start packing my things purrrrrrr boring D:
CAMP 2 NIGHTS AND 3 DAYs hahahahha i berry berry excited la balls!
hmmmmmmmmmmmm now i dunnoe what to blog but yeah proud that i have blogged :D

you were just like the sky seem near but in reality very far away
i envy the stars which are by your side

my blog was dead -.-!

2010-04-09T08:47:00.000-07:00

OKAY! TO SUM IT ALL UPP! MY BLOG WAS DEAD CAUSE NTHING INTERESTING HAPPEN UNTILL TODAE..................
today i had nafa! it sucked to the coreee larh! i mean my legs are like aching non-stop!
hahahahahah before that i and JAURA! saw sme dudes accidently but i agree that we partially stalked them here and there larh.....but instead they got angry so we ran like sme mental patients here and there HAHAHAHAH.

ow and to you again!? why do you love too erm assume stuffs i mean you and your apple can go to hell for all means as because simply I DUN GIVE A DAMN!and that line :"disturbed my frens" keep running through my head larh!!!
arghhhhhhhhhh!!!!!
i am not that free larh pls get your facts rite next time!!!
FOR GOD SAKE!!!
:(!

2010-01-30T03:45:00.000-08:00

if i could go back to my life history.....i would go back to this age
cause i realise the older you get the sensitive your heart get
and you gotta worry about more things and
our heart becomes fragile

i dunnoe why am i posting this crap but yeah
haiz.......

and to you....u still haven't change huh?
i mean when will you eva change?
is that like not gonna happen ? i seriously dunnoe what you get
from your bad habits gosh! -.-!
and i dun even noe why i bother about you soo much!
arghhhhh!

finally!

2010-01-15T06:04:00.001-08:00

HAHAHAHAHAH i am like soooo soooo happy today hahahah!

i dunnoe why larh......hahahahah i am in love wif the pic wif amrita and

sindhu we went through so much of trouble taking that pic larh hahahh that self timing thing was stupid but the pic turned out to be bravo! nothing much to blog tonite therefore tata!

:D :D :D :D

gagagagag gugugugugu

2010-01-05T16:43:00.001-08:00

hahahahahahha i am back people! school is funn! ever since school started i have been like taking thousand and thousands of photos larh!i am sitting beside amrita monkey in class!
hahahah yay i loveeee schoool......ggaggagaga.....

And Dimple came to my school the other day....
i wanted to talk to her but i was scared ahahahah
she looks very pretty now :) i love her eyes! :)

maths is like kinda hard i am trying to catch up.......
haiz......must really study larh no playing anymore haiz......

and to her:i really did'nt change....why do you think i am changing
i really wanna treasure our frenship larh....haiz.......
i dun want your trust in me to fade.........
i want this 7 years friendship to to just go like that.......
i just wanna say i am sorry

new yearrrrrr!

2009-12-31T22:22:00.000-08:00

It's new year! ahahahahah welll yesterdae midnite was in the phone wif amrita HAHAHHAAH we count down together in the phone larh ahahahahha tat was like sooo funn! kutti she said she could see fireworks frm her house....mine can't see any shit larh
now i am at home mum cooked roasted chicken heheh yummmmm! now let me think.....my new year resolution is to try to be NOT lame hahaha and to loose a little more weight :( anddddddddddd to be a happy baboon :) :) :)
its 2010 todae.......i dun wanna get involve in anything that concerns you
yeah that is a very good decision i had made this year........
cause i dun want a broken heart.......... :)

where is all this gonna lead to?

2009-12-19T05:37:00.000-08:00

Here i am at singapore! weeeeeeeee ahahahah
finally i am bac home! it feels gr8! thinking abt nxt year makes me shiver
haiz.......must really study very hard nxt year lurh,i cant even imagine to drop or to retained!

tamil classes are gonna be on mondays and wednesdays haiz......
sindhu will be in my tamil class too! yay! ahahah
nxt year is gonna be funnnn but must study hard too!

i really wonder where are things gonna lead nxt year.....haiz......
it's like a endless story when it come abt you.....ahahahah nxt year will be chapter 3
this time around destiny will be the director of the story.....

here i am

2009-12-15T23:32:00.001-08:00

pffffffffffft! i am at india ahahahah!

it sucks to be here! i nvr wanna come here again! :'(

but actually it is gr8 lurh ahahaha! i shop everyday till midnite ahahahah!

and my money finishhhhhh alrd ahahhah!

:( ;( haiz........i am also missing my frens bac there!

pfffffffttttttttttttt!

and i am having beautiful nightmares! ahahah i looooveeee it!

dun give me reasons...i dun wanna hear!

2009-12-03T00:25:00.001-08:00

my mum is gonna bring me away for a holiday arghhh!
i really dun wanna go pfft!.....but i guess i gotta go..... i will be away on a ten days trip! i will be leaving on 9 december and back on the 19 ARGHHHHH!

HAIZ.....AMRITA WENT TO MALAYSIA! KUTTI! I MISS HER LOADS :( :( :(
SINDHU WILL BE LEAVING TO INDIA TODAY :) :) AHAHAHAH!
maha wont be going anywhere it seems ahahahah we will all be leaving her alone in singapore ahahah lol!

yesterdae i was seriously sick and i ate medicines not roots or leaves!
ahahahahah! i was like sneezing all the way
i thought my nose will fly away ahahah LOL!
drank some funny tasting flu syrup and went to sleep :)

later tat nite i went online and haizzz..... i was really screwed up for callin myself ugly again....i really deserved all those scoldings haiz...And to you listen! 'dun give me reasons to start back ur old nonsenses....when you dun even know wad is her answer yet!do you know it is very painful to see frens at difficult positions? one side amrita another side you!
arghhhhhhh!
so i will go off for todae
tata
♪♫•*¨*•.¸¸❤¸¸.•*¨*•♫♪

sick in my heart........

2009-11-24T23:36:00.000-08:00

hm............ actually todae i have no mood to blog but i will have to do it to throw my burdens away........
i have actually came up to a conclusion tat i aint ugly......
thanks to my lovely frens :)
they really helped me out of that miserable feeling
i am really thankful to them and i even made amrita angry because of this.
:) :) :) :) :)
:) :) :) :)
:) :) :)
:0

I MISSED EVERY THING

2009-11-24T01:27:00.000-08:00

FIRSTLY I'VE GOT MANY THINGS TO BLOG! these were the pics we took more is at my fb ;)

gg camp
was supposed to be a fun camp but it turned out to be
some shitty camp! ahahahah!we were suppose to go to sentosa but they instead brought us to pasir ris park! ahahhaha! but it was fun though amrita,me sindhu and maha cycled "maha fell". than we went chasing around people! ahahahah! they should know wad i am toking abt!

camp finished
ahahahahah will tell QUICKLY,folowed sindhu,hid behind pillars
talk talk then rush rush home ahahahahahah! only THE ATMS NOE ABT IT

came back home
went oline for a while and talked to some people and went to take shower with a heavy heart and cried my lungs out!{i seriously dunnoe why i cried}
than here i am using my com I MISSED MY COM!

i am ugly
i find myself seriously ugly all my frens have been scolding me for telling this but i am ugly!!!!!!!!!!! talking abt this makes me feel pissed!
i got afew frens irritated onlinetalking abt this maybe tat is why i cried haiyzzz....k for nw i better say tata! :D

I CANT RECALL WHEN I TOOK THESE?

2009-11-17T20:10:00.000-08:00

OMG! AHAHAHAH! I DID'NT EVEN NOE I HAD THESE PICTURES

TILL

I SWITCHED ON MY OLD PHONE AHAHAHAHAH! I MISSS

SCHOOL 4

THE FIRST TIME IN LIFE! AHAHAHAH AND THESE PICS ARE

FUNNEH!

♥

SCHOOLS ARE OVER! :( :(

2009-10-25T20:00:00.000-07:00

LOVE THIS PICS I EDITED

EVEN THOUGH IT IS

KINDA SHITTY! MISS THIS

MACHAS!

school is over am supposed to be happy rite! but i am

sad i miss all my friends!!! :(

they rawk my life nw without them i feel soo empty

oh! and i am in love with the song halo by beyonce!

IT RAWKZ!

CAM WHORE DAY!

2009-10-24T19:13:00.000-07:00

had nthing much to do for the past few days....instead too just too many pics....
but i hav only uploaded one cause my computer is givin me some stupid problems haiyz....
i am just finding it hard to accept the fact that............. argh!!! haiyzz nvm
ahhahaah! and something nw tells me smething is gonna happen next tues!!! ahahahah
well.....maybe is.......some....rubbish thoughts lurh!.........
okay i wanna use facebook tata!

RUSTING TRUST.......

2009-10-22T20:47:00.000-07:00

WELL COULD NOT BLOG FOR A LONG PERIOD OF TIME DUE TO EXAM STRESS!!!
BUT I AM FINALY RELIEVED AS I GOT THROUGH EXPRESS!!!
haizz yesterday was strange!!!
well i have nthing to say abt the person it is just a
RUSTING trust.......
WELL AM JUST HOPING THE PERSON WILL CHANGE....
tata! will blog more soon :D

A DAY HAS PASSED.......

2009-09-05T04:18:00.000-07:00

muahahahahah! holidays have started! had crazy scolding frm pe teacher mr kumar on thursday for nt playing BUT INSTEAD TALKING!
i and amrita WERE LAUGHING all the way lurh !
lessons were slacky on friday had happy time laughing larh...ahahahah kk gtg nw
:) :) :) :) ;) :) :) :)
:):):):):):):):)
:):):):):)

got to know a secret.....

2009-08-25T02:25:00.000-07:00

well todae was okay in school but guess wad! i gt to noe a secret
hw could they hide this frm me ahahah k larh nvm...
well played captain's ball during recess then amrita was making funn of khidir's new haircut
XD
then all the malay pupils were fasting felt super guilty to drink in front of them lurh ahhha

LATER IN TL CLASS.....
stupid people! ahahahah made me laugh like crazy women larh my classmates!
and saw tat yellow girl todae showed me attitude i just ignore lurh...ahahhas
k then gtg bye
tata!

IN SCH!

2009-08-20T21:14:00.000-07:00

ahahh am blogging during it lesson shhhh! lol!
todae was okay accept in the morning gundu amrita made me feel sadd telling abt our fren's story....{i hav no comment abt tat larh...}
then went to runn todae six rounds noe! leg aching like shit ahahah...
then in class ate kopi sweets like shit larh, damn nice ahahah!!!
am missing michael jackson rite nw!!!!!!!!!!!!! it's a random feeling

k then hav to go liao!
bye tata!

wad a thursdae!!

2009-08-18T17:44:00.000-07:00

FIRST OF ALL DID NOT HAV TIME TO BLOG YESTERDAE THERFORE AM DOING IT TODAE.YESTERDAE WAS TOTALLY SIAO LARH !amrita showed me pic!!!ahahah cool but shocking lurh! ahahah after DnT i went to class abt 4 mins late cause of amritaaaa! she wanted to refill her water bottle soo she made me wait 4 her then when we reaching class she ran inside first! kiasu she! ahahahaha then i got the stupid punishment of reading along passage to my classmates then the kiasu(amrita) was laughing lurh ahahah she also made me laugh but luckly i control so teacher nvr scold me more. :p

THEN ON TAMIL CLASS (after sch yesterdae)
went alittle late cause i ate like so long ahha then amrita and maha walked me to senkang sec :)
then after i went amrita saw loga she was telling me abt it ahahahh!went i finally reach class we were having combine classes wif the sec ones irritating lurh then my classmates were making funn of my tamil ahahah lame lurh!

❤❤❤

2009-08-17T01:27:00.000-07:00

well to be short....my old blog hooked me up soo i had to create a new one! soo sry 4 this shitty page 4 the timebeing ahahah!so well will improve on my blog yaa :)